Christine Can't Call

2010-05-07T06:57:00.000-07:00

This is the texting edition of Christine Can't Whisper. There's a cool feature in Blogger where you can send text messages as blog entries. I can also include photos. They have to be short entries though. It's not going to be like Twitter, because Twitter says what I'm doing. Christine Can't Call is going to be for spur of the moment thoughts, when I'm away from my computer.

2009-05-20T06:04:00.000-07:00

Switched this blog to tumblr :)

2009-05-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wonder if people know they're a walking cliché or stereotype, and I wonder if they're okay with that?

2009-05-10T06:01:00.001-07:00

Bands always say they miss home. If I were ever on tour, I don't think I'd ever miss home. My friends would come see me, so what am I going home to?

2009-05-06T17:25:00.000-07:00

And I'm coasting on potential towards a wall at a 100 miles an hour.

2009-04-21T09:23:00.001-07:00

2009-04-16T05:51:00.001-07:00

It scares me that I'm at an age where people find the person they'll spend the rest of their lives with--I know I won't.

2009-04-14T17:03:00.001-07:00

Even though I hate cold weather, I love the smell & feeling of a heater on a rainy day.

2009-04-14T17:02:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you have to look reality in the face and say 'no'

2009-04-12T16:00:00.001-07:00

2009-04-07T05:13:00.000-07:00

Like my boy Gaskarth said:

Why don't you say so? Why don't you say so?

2009-04-04T11:23:00.001-07:00

"...And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself, out there?"

2009-03-24T17:35:00.001-07:00

I think everyones finally getting thier shit together. Welcome back, baltimore.

2009-03-22T12:05:00.000-07:00

Whatever comes next for you, it's easy to see that you're going to take it all the way. See if you can get your supporters to see that things need to change in the near future in order for everyone to do well.

Sup horoscope? The future's so bright, I need to wear shades.

2009-03-19T18:31:00.000-07:00

I don't think i'll ever fall out of love with this city.

2009-03-18T18:14:00.001-07:00

I'm trying so hard to think of something good in my life that can fall asleep dreaming about... I'm crying myself to sleep.

2009-03-17T19:18:00.000-07:00

One of the biggest disappointments in life: Hearing an amazing song. Falling in love with the band instantly. Just to find out they've already broken up.

(Isn't it ironic?)

2009-03-17T18:01:00.001-07:00

Today my first issue of Paste Magazine came in the mail. It was a two for the price of one deal for the holidays. I'm not interested in Paste I only ordered it as a Christmas gift for a friend. I wonder if he got his first issue today also? Too bad we're not friends anymore.

2009-03-14T18:22:00.001-07:00

I love watching boys really enjoying a song.

2009-03-09T20:40:00.000-07:00

Like I love you, I miss you
I hate life with out you

This song makes me cry. There's a good chance if a boy ever said this to me, I'd marry him.

2009-03-09T04:50:00.001-07:00

Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could.

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

2009-03-05T17:08:00.000-08:00

I'm sick of people being overall just terrible human beings, and getting away with it. People fuck up because they know people will forgive them. I'm not a forgiving person.

2009-03-03T16:55:00.001-08:00

I love when it feels like a song is surrounding you. Almost like you're suffocating. It's so hard to explain the feeling...

2009-02-26T21:10:00.001-08:00

"Gonna smile cause I deserve to" -LL

Everytime I hear that, it makes me tear up. I don't think I'll ever fully believe it.

2009-02-25T23:17:00.000-08:00

Everybody's disposable.

2009-02-25T05:01:00.001-08:00

"You know you've had a great day when you don't want to sleep because you're too excited to go to black."

- John M.

2009-02-24T00:21:00.001-08:00

You were my last hope for males, and you ruined it.

2009-02-23T20:59:00.000-08:00

"I know I can do anything I put my mind to... but this is the only thing I want to put my mind to."

2009-02-23T20:50:00.000-08:00

"Who cares how the world remembers you? How will you remember yourself?"

Thank you, Peter

2009-02-23T05:24:00.001-08:00

I like nights like yesterday, where I don't have to compete for my friend's attention.

2009-02-21T21:14:00.001-08:00

"Everyone's a let down it just depends on how far down they can go"

2009-02-21T21:07:00.001-08:00

I think i'm so pissed because i don't have anything to cheer me up...

2009-02-21T10:43:00.001-08:00

My friend just passed his police entrance exam. Hard to imagine there's a world outside of all this. What am i doing with my life?

2009-02-21T09:19:00.001-08:00

I want to drive South on 95 til it feels like summer again.

2009-02-20T23:01:00.001-08:00

On nights like these i really miss my guy friends.

2009-02-20T13:43:00.000-08:00

Not everything has to have a profound meaning. Maybe the author just likes the color red.

2009-02-19T06:30:00.001-08:00

I just decided, i no longer believe in love.

2009-02-16T17:26:00.002-08:00

If I disappear, all these people will still be here when I return. I just realized that, and I'm aok with it now that I understand.

2009-02-16T10:08:00.001-08:00

I hate that you ruined teddy geiger for me.

2009-02-11T00:30:00.000-08:00

I hate that our conversation made me grin ear to ear. I'll keep my mouth shut and let him come to me this time.

2009-02-10T21:23:00.000-08:00

I'm so sick of hearing words like "huge" and "epic." Make me believe you this time... Albums don't go platinum anymore, you're not special.

2009-02-10T05:46:00.001-08:00

I have a deep love for the way the air smells in the morning.

2009-02-09T16:35:00.001-08:00

"Sometimes people allow themselves to fall apart because they know other people will be there to fix it."

2009-02-08T14:20:00.001-08:00

I just noticed the painting in my living room of the waterfall is called "Chasing Waterfalls" I realized that's what I'm always doing.

2009-02-08T12:12:00.001-08:00

I just want to meet a new boy so I can do it right this time.

2009-02-07T22:23:00.001-08:00

I think I'm better without you.

2009-02-05T19:08:00.001-08:00

I hate you.

2009-02-05T16:08:00.000-08:00

I got kicked out of my house, and had no where to stay for the night. I didn't call any of the five people I consider my best friends...

2009-02-04T08:35:00.001-08:00

"Take the phone off the hook & disappear for a while"

2009-02-03T07:48:00.000-08:00

No one's tagged me on that stupid 25 things on Facebook and that makes me really sad even though I don't even use Facebook...

2009-02-03T05:53:00.001-08:00

There's something very attractive about a boy who says, "yes, ma'am." I need to find one so I can watch him wake up.

2009-02-02T13:09:00.000-08:00

I don't get it, do you want to make me angry?

2009-02-01T05:46:00.001-08:00

I just gave my VP one of the best nights of her life. That makes me feel good.

2009-01-24T21:30:00.001-08:00

Why does every song I hear remind me of you?

2009-01-22T17:47:00.001-08:00

"Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy"

2009-01-19T21:38:00.000-08:00

I promise that I'll never leave you alone.

I wish to hear these words from anyone, and I pray that they mean it.

2009-01-18T07:08:00.000-08:00

2009-01-18T07:02:00.001-08:00

...and I'm begging you to be my escape.

2009-01-17T21:46:00.000-08:00

I hate that you know I need you and still don't care.

2009-01-15T21:32:00.001-08:00

"Always, you're my mind. And if I can't sleep without you, then why would I even try."

2009-01-15T19:55:00.001-08:00

I hate that you can live without me.

2009-01-14T10:12:00.001-08:00

A lot of people have been telling me they miss me lately. I guess I'm making myself unavailable to the wrong people...

2009-01-13T20:22:00.001-08:00

I'm still waiting for, you to be the one i'm waiting for.

2009-01-11T22:58:00.000-08:00

i believe this, but I'm still scared.

2009-01-10T12:59:00.000-08:00

I hate Facebook, it just shows me all the parties I wasn't invited to.

I also hate being talked down to, if you think you can do it better, do it your damn self. Fuck you.

2009-01-05T14:14:00.001-08:00

Well, that's very nice. I'm glad. Well here's... here's the point, Andie. I'm not particularly concerned with whether or not you like me, because I live to like you and... and I can't like you anymore. So... so when you're feeling real low and... and dirty, don't look to me to pump you back up 'cause... 'cause... 'cause maybe for the first time in your life I WON'T BE THERE!

thank you, duckie.

2009-01-05T09:30:00.001-08:00

Working on deleting myself. If i don't need you, i won't miss you when you're gone. I'll live my life all alone.

2009-01-04T15:23:00.000-08:00

This is what I hoped for so badly for 09, and it was almost in my reach. As I type this he signed on, I thought I deleted his screen name. I'm going to ignore that "sign."

2009-01-02T11:37:00.000-08:00

I wonder if I'd be happier with a successful business or a successful relationship?

2009-01-02T01:31:00.001-08:00

It's biblical how fucked my sleep can be.

2009-01-01T08:21:00.000-08:00

This is the last 11:11 wish I'll waste on you.

2009-01-01T01:59:00.001-08:00

I love nights where I remember I'm still fun to be around & I do sometimes make good choices. But i'd still fuck that kid...

2008-12-31T01:11:00.001-08:00

There's bands that i've been listening to for 5 years that i never would have imagined i'd be friends with now.

2008-12-30T13:12:00.000-08:00

I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF BEING IGNORED.

2008-12-24T05:27:00.000-08:00

Make my wish come true. All I want for Christmas is you.

2008-12-22T23:24:00.001-08:00

I owe most of my bitterness to three boys. Thanks for making me a fighter.

2008-12-21T00:36:00.000-08:00

If you want to improve, be content to be thought foolish and stupid.

2008-12-20T14:58:00.001-08:00

I live for days that i can go to sleep without having to set my alarm clock.

2008-12-20T10:40:00.001-08:00

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

2008-12-19T23:51:00.001-08:00

I'm like a new Christmas toy. I'll hold your interest for a day or two but by New Year's I'm tossed in the back of the closet

2008-12-18T07:24:00.001-08:00

Home's just a place to sleep, and thats only if a better offer dosn't come along.

2008-12-17T14:25:00.001-08:00

I hate that I get hope from divorces, not weddings.

2008-12-16T17:31:00.001-08:00

When i'm a big girl, i'm going to live in mount vernon.

2008-12-15T09:39:00.001-08:00

"Sometimes I wanna quit this all and become an accountant now
But I'm no good at math and besides the dollar is down"

Yo Peter, why aren't we BFFs yet?

2008-12-13T22:57:00.000-08:00

2008-12-13T14:56:00.001-08:00

Leave it to a best friend to know when you really are tired, without you saying so, even when no one else notices.

2008-12-11T23:12:00.000-08:00

"Something about you makes men question their morals." "And that's probably why I'm still single."

Why do boys say things like that to me? They question but the answer's always where the started.

2008-12-11T17:30:00.000-08:00

I'll never be as emotionally, physically, sexually or intellectually attracted to anyone as much as I still am to you. I don't know know why I just realized this...

2008-12-10T19:23:00.000-08:00

"You can't make a revolution if you have to make a living."

2008-12-10T18:51:00.000-08:00

I hope I attend a show that will be talked about in text books one day.

2008-12-10T14:02:00.000-08:00

Stop doesn't mean roll through.
Deadline doesn't mean 2 days late.
Now doesn't mean 3 days later.
45MPH doesn't mean do 30.

This is why everyone in the world sucks but me & my friends.

2008-12-08T10:32:00.001-08:00

It seems to me that maybe,
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go
And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one, no, not no one
Likes to be let down

Preach Jack, Preach.

2008-12-07T21:51:00.001-08:00

"Be not afraid of growing slowly, be only afraid of standing still"

2008-12-07T16:00:00.001-08:00

Every song, show and image reminds me
that I'm a walking Sex & The City episode.

2008-12-07T06:43:00.001-08:00

Why do i even bother?

2008-12-04T14:26:00.001-08:00

I miss being young where it didn't always have to go beyond a kiss...

2008-12-04T10:50:00.000-08:00

I think I'd be alot more interesting if I had hobbies, or a real life...

2008-12-03T17:26:00.001-08:00

I wonder what your personality is like when you're alone? I bet you suck.

2008-12-02T21:12:00.001-08:00

I often wonder if my level of exhaustion is equivalent to the amount of work & energy I exhort in a day. I feel like I'm always tired & there may be more to it than that. Too bad I keep forgetting to call my doctor.

2008-12-01T18:22:00.000-08:00

It's like telling your child that you can't afford to pay your bills. I can't tell my staff how crazy I am, because I can't stress them out, no matter how good of friends we are. I just need my BFFs to tell me everything will be alright.