I keep forgetting things people ask me to do and i get angrier at myself than anyone else could. I'm sorry i keep letting everyone down.

I thank god for the people that put up with me on a daily basis. I'm slowly realizing that i hate myself.

"Good to know if i ever need attention all i have to do is die"

i keep repeating that and listening to that song. I don't know why...

My mommy moved my fan closer to me when i was asleep because i was sweating. I love my mommy.

I guess i have to figure out if the few moments of happiness outweigh the sadness and if so... How long will it be enough?

I get it... Love is forever. Fuck you and your diamonds.

Some days i feel like i can take over the world. Other days i don't even want to be in it.