Amazing how songs relate so much to life:

"No, it's not the last time,
'Cause I'd never say no to you."

"Hey Brittany!
Where is your engagement ring?
Did it mean anything?
Does the boy with the ring know you bounce bounce bounce around?
So how am I supposed to act when you're around him?"

I'll stop the world and melt with you. I pray one day i'll find (another) boy that can make me forget everything for a while

A girl is most beautiful when she first wakes up.

Whenever anyone's life is going less than perfect, i always seem to be the most disposable person. I don't know why...

I cried alot today, not because of my terrible day but because the boy i love was upset. I can't handle seeing him upset.

I find boys in scrubs attractive. I think only because they're probably gonna be rich doctors one day. Yea, i'm terrible...

And I'm 18 couldn't wait to move out
It's been 5 years and now I'm starting to doubt...
Whether all my dreams are just aimless stares
Looking off to someplace that isn’t there

When I'm 32 will I be miserable?
With everything around based on principle
Will I have a clue, oh wouldn't it be nice
to never be alone in this wasted life.

(Nothing but lyrics lately, but I can't describe how I feel any better)