One of the biggest disappointments in life: Hearing an amazing song. Falling in love with the band instantly. Just to find out they've already broken up.

(Isn't it ironic?)

Today my first issue of Paste Magazine came in the mail. It was a two for the price of one deal for the holidays. I'm not interested in Paste I only ordered it as a Christmas gift for a friend. I wonder if he got his first issue today also? Too bad we're not friends anymore.

I love watching boys really enjoying a song.

Like I love you, I miss you
I hate life with out you

This song makes me cry. There's a good chance if a boy ever said this to me, I'd marry him.

Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could.

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

I'm sick of people being overall just terrible human beings, and getting away with it. People fuck up because they know people will forgive them. I'm not a forgiving person.

I love when it feels like a song is surrounding you. Almost like you're suffocating. It's so hard to explain the feeling...